Grief has changed me in the sense of me resting. I had to really step back from my life. I had to start looking at ways to cater to my mind, body and soul. I had to be extremely honest. The emotions had to be worn on my shoulders. I was no longer able to hide when I was umhappy. You know what that means? The people around me were uncomfortable. I had to be okay with that. I had to relearn who I was. I to start with the basics and work my way up. I believe I am not more lovable and sunshine, but y'all, I have my days. It is not always flowers and roses. Grieving has made me be honest and address my emotions.